Tuesday, February 3, 2009

amazed, and not in a good way

I am absolutly amazed at how the presence of one person can change the WHOLE dynamic. Not just me, everyone agrees. It is not something that I am happy about because I like to think that I control my own feelings, actions, etc. But I can't help but get defensive, snotty, and annoyed in a heartbeat when that person is here. I don't like feeling that I'm under a microscope. Nothing is ever good and it's so frustrating.

Everything is just so twirlly and I don't like. I only like twirlly if you are in a pretty dress on a table or if you are trying to figure out where the front door is without waking anyone up. Ha! totally kidding.

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